Thematically, the video by Leon Guallart reflects the feelings of loss and personal searching suggested by the song. Symbolic scenes, solitary gestures, and landscapes that seem to stretch into uncertainty reinforce the sense of being emotionally adrift. The visual narrative is not literal; instead, it acts as a mirror of the protagonist’s emotions, creating a sensitive connection with the viewer.
Technically, the video employs soft lighting and muted colors to underscore its introspective tone. Carefully composed shots, a deliberate pacing in editing, and precise synchronization with the music create a harmonious visual flow. The subtle effects and thoughtfully framed imagery ensure that every moment contributes to the reflective, vulnerable atmosphere that defines the piece.
I've Been Feeling So Lost by Leon Guallart.
Leon Guallart. Our Saturday music video. (Official Music Video). METALOCUS MUSIC PROJECT.
Credits.-
Video by Leon Guallart
Additional camera work by Capucha
Special thanks to Lluis Centells from El Fallout
Quico Manubens from Hipica Maver
Stream "I've Been Feeling So Lost": ffm.to/ivebeenfeelingsolost
Song Credits
Written, produced and arranged by Leon Guallart @leonguallart
Drums - Niko Karassik @niko.karassik
Cello - Ariadna Besalduch @ariadna.besalduch
Violin - Eliza Sanz @elisasanzz
Viola - Joel España @joelesp2001
Bass - Alan Pribiz @alanpribiz
Tuba - Oscar Garces @garcaos
Bombardí - Oscar Brau @braubrass
Choir - Som Night @somnight
Mix - Panxii Badii @panxiibadii
Master - Simon Lancelot @masterinparis
Cover Photo Hugo FerGon@hugooooooooooooooooooooooo_
Recorded in @nave_terra
Lyrics.-
I’ve been feeling so lost
Waking up to feelings that i don’t know
I’ve been feeling so lost
Praying up to God and finding no hope
Marvin’s Verse
This man died for you on a cross
Resurrected have faith
What you often don’t see is how your God killed culture
Power, fear, control of your choices
so don’t speak to me about your morals
this ain’t no quarrell
don’t speak to me like a friend
i want to slaughter the systems you defend
White supremacy your friend
Jim Crow laws that you mend
Prison soaked red, you don’t reabilitate but you pretend.
You take activism as this recent trend
Like when has a struggle ever met it end
Values that you pretend like what wounds do you tend
And from mass sacrifice to the imigrant plight
My body is one of hardship and divine light
Growing in an era from which my people were made into the issue
A topic to discuss
A political ploy to get us less employed
Send them back and lock them here
Our power is what most you fear
I understand who most you fear
Who stands at your sights
Crosshairs on those with a willingness to fight
I’ve been feeling so lost
Waking up to feelings that i don’t know
I’ve been feeling so lost
Praying up to God and finding no hope
And this feeling won’t go
Like an arrow clawing down to through your soul
And oh God, I know
I was never meant to fight this war
For all the brothers that I’ve left behind
I still know your name
I still know your pain
Yeah I know there’s no one else to blame
Only god knows how to end this game
While others only watch in shame
Waiting to bring justice to your name
Pulled the roots from the soil just to weight down
20 thousand angels from the rubble keeping count now
And I know what I saw, cause I saw it
And you saw it
And i saw it
And we saw it
Yeah we saw it AH!
I’ve been feeling so lost
Waking up to feelings that i don’t know
I’ve been feeling so lost
Praying up to God and finding no hope
And I won’t settle without a fight
Raise your sword say I’ll hide no more
No more
I’ve been feeling so lost
Waking up to feelings that i don’t know
I’ve been feeling so lost
Praying up to God and finding no hope
